Yeah.....

Yeah, it's been two months since my last post.
Yeah, I'll blame it on my blogging app that stopped working and I never get on a regular computer.
Yeah, Max is now 4 and Maizy is now 2.
Yeah, our life is about to drastically change in less than three weeks.
Yeah, I finally updated my iPhone so I could download a different app so maybe I'll post regularly again.
Yeah, with the baby coming, don't count on it.

The kids are beyond excited and I think have made Ben and I more excited. Everything is ready. The room is ready with clothes in the closet. The minivan is just yearning for the infant carrier to be placed. A handful of items have made it into a hospital bag. I'm just not sure I'm ready for the reality of four children. A family of six. Oh and I still have to get that last pedicure and haircut.

Obviously I can picture Alexis as a big sister and Max as a big brother because they are fantastic to Maizy. I'm just having a hard time picturing Maizy as a big sister. She is often smothered by love by her siblings and doted on by most of our friends' children. I hope she can handle te displacement of attention. I know we will have to do our part because she is kinda smushed in the middle. She won't be the oldest (spot taken by Alexis), she won't be the youngest (spot taken by baby), she won't be the only boy (wahoo Max), so we will have to make an extra effort. Although somehow this crazy girl I think will fin her place.